Somewhere inside...

No one is going to save me from this hell
Inside the walls I built for myself
My inability to love anyone else
Creates the loneliness I try to dispell
With no family and few friends
I wonder how to get through to the end
Of this life I cant seem to mend
Because I refuse to play pretend
Yet the passionate flame is strong
Hot enough to burn us all on
How can it feel so right and then go so wrong
Have we been fooling ourselves all along?