Mostly when I drink too much and I'm smoking too much kush...

I don't want to let this heartache go
It serves to remind me of how I feel about you
Emotion wasn't allowed in my heart for so long
It started to feel like an empty room.
If I try to imagine moving forward with someone new
I realize I'm still hung up on you
& I don't know them well enough too
That could be me from your point of view
We could both be trying to grow
Break free from what we think we know
Still I must thank you my friend
For teaching me how to love again.
I recognize and honor all that is true
Beyond the veil we are one not two
I'm no longer afraid to be the one for you
Nor to face the possibility that might not be true
I feel like I need to write a letter I will never send
Unrequited love really is bittersweet in the end.

Que sera sera

So much static in my head
So many words left unsaid
I'm trying to tune in
I focus on your grin
No choice but to smile wide
Your eyes light me up inside
I'm not sure why I'm content in chaos
Could you live on the edge with me?
Everything dissolves around us
Whatever will be, will be.